Things are looking so bad nowadays..I cant forget her at all..Im tryin my best. u knw, keepin myself so damn busy n stuff. But i cant seem to avoid thinkin of her. Ive seen her everywher i go..well, actualy nt her.. Its like hallucinations..A mirage.. In this desert of a world, Shes the oasis i can see bt nvr reach.Am i goin crazy??? Miss her la.. want her back.Alot of pple think tht i go arnd wid every gal n do the same thing..Bt it isnt true..Ive had my confusions.. every1 does dont they, aiyah. nvrmind..u guys jus think wad u want..i dun really bother anymre.. haha.. makin my blog so depressn to read..dang.

People jus come to me when they need something..Otherwise, im just left alone. I go to a function, and ther i am sitting alone. As if im some random dude who jus came in to the place nt knwing the pple ther.haiz.Am i so unimportant? if i am, then wads the point of calling me ?

DAMMIT!!! Im so damn black now can..haiz.kenna sunburn..chronicles of the tall,damn blardy dark and not so hansome,,,haiz..mus change mus change..sian.

Today i feel vry bored so i decided this crappy entry.hahaha..haiz.so bored. went to phuket last week..from the 6th to the 10th..yeah, i spent my bday there. didnt do anythn much though.jus slacked my butt off..Haha..Felt so weird though..1st time i wasnt in singapore 4 my birthday..Guess i prefer being here. with both frens and family.haiz..life feels so empty nowadays. As if smthn's missing.Dunno la.Jus gotta keep myself occupied..life's so sucky nowadays.Hope things get better..