My life is so confusing nowadays...Just when i start to think life's perfect,..Wham, smthn comes and hits me so bad..And this isnt the 1st time!!.. happenin again n again..Haiz..I dunno wads gonna happen nxt..I want my gal back..Bt looks like she isnt comin back.. haiz..i shldnt haf loved her so much..Bt i cant help it..I still love her..The taught that things arnt gonna be the same again..is jus..painful..