Its 8am now an i am bloggin in an entry.. damn... i shld be slpn now..Bt u knw why im awake?? Bhajansssss!!! we are havin it later..I feel so excited.. Its like the excitement you get when u see a long lost fren..haha.. i dunno why i feel this way.. sometimes. i feel that bhajans help me feel better. It helps me get my mind off stuff..clears my mind basically.. If not for bhajans and sc, i would be a sad soul ;)

I heard sme stuff abt her the other day.. something that didnt sound like her..But nvm.. its not like she bothers about me for me to even be concerned about all this. As long as shes happy i guess.. haha..

I went to watch transformers the other day.. damn cool siaaa!!!!! haha.. the graphics of the movie was so damn happeninnnn..Reminded me of when i was younger.. When the cartoon series was showing and how crazy about it i was..hahaha.. i wish i was a kid again.

hey hey heyyy!! im back.. After sucha looonnnngggg time eh? haha.. wad have i been doin so long? i have no idea... sheesh.. i gotta get a life..lets see... durga aka's bday jus past by.. and i gotta say, it was happenin!!! haha.. me n the guys danced the night away.. i cant remember the last time i danced so long t the dance floor.. my legs were sore the nxt day.. haha.. nt tht im a dancer or anythn. i dunno wad the hell i did on the dancefloor actually..haha.i remember abit of poppin..haha. thanks to mr popper karthik..haha.. in case u guys are wonderin.. thts a friend of mine. nt me.. karthik is sucha common name eh? haha.. schools been good i guess.. but i suddenly have no recollection of being there much.. weird huh.. its like i got amnesia or smthn.. i reallly cnt remember lessons tht i learnt n stuff.. haiz.. mid term tests are here aso..die ready... haha.. ony god can save me..haha.. i kinda miss goin 4 bhajans. dunno why.. feel like im losin touch with my spiritual side..haha..

Things seemd a lil weird these past few weeks.. You know.. pple acting a lil diffrent,attitudes towards me changed.. Worse from some others..But u cn actually sense it..when u become close to a grp of pple..like a 2nd family.. I guess my blogs actually have caused some...misintepretion.... well, i jus wanna clear it all out sc.,. Its not who u guys think it is.. i jus dun wanna mention names...

Things are looking so bad nowadays..I cant forget her at all..Im tryin my best. u knw, keepin myself so damn busy n stuff. But i cant seem to avoid thinkin of her. Ive seen her everywher i go..well, actualy nt her.. Its like hallucinations..A mirage.. In this desert of a world, Shes the oasis i can see bt nvr reach.Am i goin crazy??? Miss her la.. want her back.Alot of pple think tht i go arnd wid every gal n do the same thing..Bt it isnt true..Ive had my confusions.. every1 does dont they, aiyah. nvrmind..u guys jus think wad u want..i dun really bother anymre.. haha.. makin my blog so depressn to read..dang.

People jus come to me when they need something..Otherwise, im just left alone. I go to a function, and ther i am sitting alone. As if im some random dude who jus came in to the place nt knwing the pple ther.haiz.Am i so unimportant? if i am, then wads the point of calling me ?

DAMMIT!!! Im so damn black now can..haiz.kenna sunburn..chronicles of the tall,damn blardy dark and not so hansome,,,haiz..mus change mus change..sian.

Today i feel vry bored so i decided this crappy entry.hahaha..haiz.so bored. went to phuket last week..from the 6th to the 10th..yeah, i spent my bday there. didnt do anythn much though.jus slacked my butt off..Haha..Felt so weird though..1st time i wasnt in singapore 4 my birthday..Guess i prefer being here. with both frens and family.haiz..life feels so empty nowadays. As if smthn's missing.Dunno la.Jus gotta keep myself occupied..life's so sucky nowadays.Hope things get better..

My life is so confusing nowadays...Just when i start to think life's perfect,..Wham, smthn comes and hits me so bad..And this isnt the 1st time!!.. happenin again n again..Haiz..I dunno wads gonna happen nxt..I want my gal back..Bt looks like she isnt comin back.. haiz..i shldnt haf loved her so much..Bt i cant help it..I still love her..The taught that things arnt gonna be the same again..is jus..painful..