Okok after a certain requests.. I am back to update my blog.. Haha..I tink evertthings goin quite smooth now..After all that happend so far... Its settling dwn..I didnt really tok to my frend abt the issue.. We both didnt start the topic so im guessing everythn's alright..My road to salvation thing's not workin out!! Haha.. yes yes.. For all those who din noe, I was tryin to salvage myself a few days ago.. You noe, doin good,kick out bad habits..blah blah blah... Not workin at all.. haha..So i decided to drop tht whole thing... Haha..Anyways.. Updates on what else happend this previous week... I saw her yesterday, I dunno why.. Bt it felt so nice to see her again..I feel like tokin to her again.. I noe alot of pple are against it..But.. I dunno how to explain.. I jus feel like tokin to her... I miss her.. But aft wad she did to me...I cant bring myself to do it.. I noe its wrong... But i wanna tok to her.. Hahaha..Doesnt make sense does it?I dunno la.. I wanna see how things go.. If she comes back to talk .. Then i guess i'll just maintain that..If not then i'll just leave it..Lets see how things go..