Chronicles of The Tall, The not so Dark and The not very Hansome =)

2007-06-29T17:15:00.001-07:00

Its 8am now an i am bloggin in an entry.. damn... i shld be slpn now..Bt u knw why im awake?? Bhajansssss!!! we are havin it later..I feel so excited.. Its like the excitement you get when u see a long lost fren..haha.. i dunno why i feel this way.. sometimes. i feel that bhajans help me feel better. It helps me get my mind off stuff..clears my mind basically.. If not for bhajans and sc, i would be a sad soul ;)

I heard sme stuff abt her the other day.. something that didnt sound like her..But nvm.. its not like she bothers about me for me to even be concerned about all this. As long as shes happy i guess.. haha..

I went to watch transformers the other day.. damn cool siaaa!!!!! haha.. the graphics of the movie was so damn happeninnnn..Reminded me of when i was younger.. When the cartoon series was showing and how crazy about it i was..hahaha.. i wish i was a kid again.

2007-06-26T20:37:00.000-07:00

hey hey heyyy!! im back.. After sucha looonnnngggg time eh? haha.. wad have i been doin so long? i have no idea... sheesh.. i gotta get a life..lets see... durga aka's bday jus past by.. and i gotta say, it was happenin!!! haha.. me n the guys danced the night away.. i cant remember the last time i danced so long t the dance floor.. my legs were sore the nxt day.. haha.. nt tht im a dancer or anythn. i dunno wad the hell i did on the dancefloor actually..haha.i remember abit of poppin..haha. thanks to mr popper karthik..haha.. in case u guys are wonderin.. thts a friend of mine. nt me.. karthik is sucha common name eh? haha.. schools been good i guess.. but i suddenly have no recollection of being there much.. weird huh.. its like i got amnesia or smthn.. i reallly cnt remember lessons tht i learnt n stuff.. haiz.. mid term tests are here aso..die ready... haha.. ony god can save me..haha.. i kinda miss goin 4 bhajans. dunno why.. feel like im losin touch with my spiritual side..haha..

2007-01-28T05:20:00.000-08:00

Things seemd a lil weird these past few weeks.. You know.. pple acting a lil diffrent,attitudes towards me changed.. Worse from some others..But u cn actually sense it..when u become close to a grp of pple..like a 2nd family.. I guess my blogs actually have caused some...misintepretion.... well, i jus wanna clear it all out sc.,. Its not who u guys think it is.. i jus dun wanna mention names...

2006-12-28T16:35:00.000-08:00

Things are looking so bad nowadays..I cant forget her at all..Im tryin my best. u knw, keepin myself so damn busy n stuff. But i cant seem to avoid thinkin of her. Ive seen her everywher i go..well, actualy nt her.. Its like hallucinations..A mirage.. In this desert of a world, Shes the oasis i can see bt nvr reach.Am i goin crazy??? Miss her la.. want her back.Alot of pple think tht i go arnd wid every gal n do the same thing..Bt it isnt true..Ive had my confusions.. every1 does dont they, aiyah. nvrmind..u guys jus think wad u want..i dun really bother anymre.. haha.. makin my blog so depressn to read..dang.

2006-12-16T22:55:00.000-08:00

People jus come to me when they need something..Otherwise, im just left alone. I go to a function, and ther i am sitting alone. As if im some random dude who jus came in to the place nt knwing the pple ther.haiz.Am i so unimportant? if i am, then wads the point of calling me ?

2006-12-11T23:30:00.000-08:00

DAMMIT!!! Im so damn black now can..haiz.kenna sunburn..chronicles of the tall,damn blardy dark and not so hansome,,,haiz..mus change mus change..sian.

2006-12-11T23:19:00.000-08:00

Today i feel vry bored so i decided this crappy entry.hahaha..haiz.so bored. went to phuket last week..from the 6th to the 10th..yeah, i spent my bday there. didnt do anythn much though.jus slacked my butt off..Haha..Felt so weird though..1st time i wasnt in singapore 4 my birthday..Guess i prefer being here. with both frens and family.haiz..life feels so empty nowadays. As if smthn's missing.Dunno la.Jus gotta keep myself occupied..life's so sucky nowadays.Hope things get better..

2006-11-22T03:35:00.000-08:00

My life is so confusing nowadays...Just when i start to think life's perfect,..Wham, smthn comes and hits me so bad..And this isnt the 1st time!!.. happenin again n again..Haiz..I dunno wads gonna happen nxt..I want my gal back..Bt looks like she isnt comin back.. haiz..i shldnt haf loved her so much..Bt i cant help it..I still love her..The taught that things arnt gonna be the same again..is jus..painful..

2006-11-03T16:16:00.000-08:00

THE PEACEMAKER
2's are the born diplomats. They are aware of others' needs and moods and often think of others before themselves. Naturally analytical and very intuitive they don't like to be alone. Friendship and companionship is very important and can lead them to be successful in life, but on the other hand they'd rather be alone than in an uncomfortable relationship. Being naturally shy they should learn to boost their self-esteem and express themselves freely and seize the moment and not put things off.
Famous 2's : President Bill Clinton, Madonna,Whoopee Goldberg, ThomasEdison, Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart, OrlandoBloom, David Beckham

Haiz...kinda true..But y do i have to have smthn in common with david beckham??!!

2006-10-11T07:29:00.000-07:00

Dang!! i hit my head at the top of the MRT train entrance today!! walao..too tall ready..haiz..i dunno y bt im nt in a vry gd mood today..feel so irritated with every1..

2006-10-05T16:14:00.000-07:00

I was standing at the MRT station yest waiting for the train..When the train eventually came, It was crowded as usual.so i decided to wait another train..Then i saw this guy.he ran up the escalator pushin every1 on the way.. And jumped into the train jus as the doors closed.The nxt train was 2 mins away! 2 stinkin mins..would it kill if he waited 2 mins? wad diffrence was it gonna make?wad u go to office like 2 mins late they gonna fire u or smthn?Bt sadly he is not the only 1 in singapore who does tht..There are alot of chiongsters arnd..I mean alot.Singaporeans chiong 4 everythin thts anythn..even 4 hello kitty! I dunt tink i would ever understand tht..u queue overnight at macdonalds jus so tht u cn get a flat faced stuffed cat?I dun see any logic at all..I tink its in our blood.To chiong..Wad to do..we live a vry hectic lifestyle..Bt chiongin 4 stupid reasons is jus dumb.U see a queue u jus join it..the reason of the queue? U will nvr noe.You practically run from train to train jus to get a seat..Haiz...2 mins...

2006-09-04T22:09:00.000-07:00

Im back! with yet another post...holidays have already started..I ony gt 3 weeks left! damn time is flyin!!Im kinda caught up with nirtyalaya nw.. We are havin the sangita ankurnam now.. yeah its tht time of year again..There was also this competition yest..The national indian music competition..we made it into the finalss!!!! its on friday.. which means we have to brush up on our final piece..We are a shoo in if we manage to pull it off...Its a vry vry nice piece..I received a shock on the way back home yest.. Steve irwin passed away! So sad huh...he was my idol when i was younger..yeah.. i wanted to be a animal documentarian..hehe..I always loved animals.. And his shows..I really looked up to him..I admired his passion for his job..Lovin beasts tht were lookd to as murderous and horrific by many..Respect to the man dawg..haha..well, at least he died while doin wad he loved..He created an impact on many pple..Espcially me... Haiz..

2006-08-29T18:00:00.000-07:00

I jus read the comment posted by rajes akka quite sme time ago... seriously... i noe nuts about bloggin!!!haha.. alot of pple have asked me to link them also.. Even rajes akka!! But there's 1 small problem.. I dunno how to!!..hehe.. i'll add u guys as soon as i know how alright.. :) And rajes akka, if ur reading this,Thanx 4 ur comment ka..And thanx 4 being my sister..Love u lots.. :)

2006-08-27T20:00:00.000-07:00

The chalet jus ended yest...It was soo damn fun...We din sleep... we started playin soccer at 7 am!! haha..Time flies by soo fast wen ur havin fun..haiz...I wish those 3days nvr ended..I feel much happier with the sastha pillaigal then wen anywhere else...

2006-08-14T19:29:00.000-07:00

I cant wait 4 the 25th of august..The end of exams.. The day of the chalet...I wish i had a universal remote like adam sandler in Click...I could do so many things in my life.. re- do my mistakes, forward the boring bits of my life...haiz.. If ony the movies were real..

2006-08-14T19:21:00.000-07:00

Im soooo Damnnnn Confusedddd nowww!!!!.. Im stuck in a dilemma i cant even blog about...Fuckin stressed out ryte now.. My stupid school is havin its Fucked up semestral exams ryte noww...It hasnt even started and im waitin 4 it to end..I have a vry strong feeling im nt gonna score this sem.. I cant even think straight..U guys should have guessed wad kinda confusion im in ryte now.. I mean, wad does a teenager tink about? haizz.. Should i go 4 it? i have no idea.. There's so many chances 4 this to go terribly wrong.. Bt if it suceeds..I'll be happier than i am now... After all tht i had been through.. It mite be worthwhile..I really dunnoo...once again.. Shld i go 4 it?

2006-08-02T04:23:00.000-07:00

Every1s underestimating me!!!...I dunno y la... But seriously.. Even my parents!

2006-07-31T06:23:00.000-07:00

Okok after a certain requests.. I am back to update my blog.. Haha..I tink evertthings goin quite smooth now..After all that happend so far... Its settling dwn..I didnt really tok to my frend abt the issue.. We both didnt start the topic so im guessing everythn's alright..My road to salvation thing's not workin out!! Haha.. yes yes.. For all those who din noe, I was tryin to salvage myself a few days ago.. You noe, doin good,kick out bad habits..blah blah blah... Not workin at all.. haha..So i decided to drop tht whole thing... Haha..Anyways.. Updates on what else happend this previous week... I saw her yesterday, I dunno why.. Bt it felt so nice to see her again..I feel like tokin to her again.. I noe alot of pple are against it..But.. I dunno how to explain.. I jus feel like tokin to her... I miss her.. But aft wad she did to me...I cant bring myself to do it.. I noe its wrong... But i wanna tok to her.. Hahaha..Doesnt make sense does it?I dunno la.. I wanna see how things go.. If she comes back to talk .. Then i guess i'll just maintain that..If not then i'll just leave it..Lets see how things go..

2006-07-26T06:17:00.000-07:00

Im feeling so damn bad 4 wad happened..He read my blog.. I guess i hurt his feelings or smthn...Shit.. so damn upset now... I dunno wad to do... The last thing i need ryte now is bitterness amoung us classmates...Haizz.. Any suggestions on wad i should do ?

2006-07-26T06:10:00.000-07:00

Me again... Shit... I jus realised smetings shouldnt be blogged..I didnt mean to create more enimosities between us..Im really sorry.. But..Those were things that happend in the past... Dude im really sorry... After today, i realised ur not such a bad person after all... I seriously dunt wanna make enemies now.. Especially not now...I really wanna be ur friend...Im sorry... :(

2006-07-24T04:55:00.000-07:00

Yo its me again..Well,i was reading through a frens blog today... was sayin smthn about being dissed by us..Says he doesnt deserve it.. and tht he doesnt see us as frens either..Hmm..I tink i jus gotta say smthn abt this.. It isnt us givin him shit!! We were jus repeating all the nonsense he was tellin us!haha..Im kinda sorry 4 him bt its really nt our fault...We wouldnt have dissed him 4 Shit he said if he jus din say Shit to us!hahaha...Weird ryte..Thing is i don't think he realises this..We tried being nice to him actually.. last semester..Bt he kinda took advantage of us.. Started hittin us 4 no reason n stuff..I dunno about other people bt i dunt like gettin whacked 4 no reason..Thts why we stared dissin actually...We din wanna do it.. Bt.. Haizz... I feel sorry 4 him though.. No one's on his side now actually..I tried to be nice to him a few days back actually...i was jus tellin naing tht i wanted to be nice to him... 5 mins later.. He started dissin me.. Says he wants to pierce a screwdriver into my head...WTF!!The deal was off there and then la..See my point?..But nevertheless.. being the supreme kind soul that i am..(ahem ahem).lol..I shall try to be nice again.. Coz lennon put the thought into my head tht he mite commit suicide if we diss him too much..lol..Im supporting him all the way now...Bt if he goes all burce lee on me im gonna jackie chan his ass ..lol

2006-07-20T09:13:00.000-07:00

Im back... My life's jus turned frm absolutely boring to totally happenin..haha.. Too happenin actually.. It getting kinda confusing.. haha..Im suddenly gettin back in touch with pple i lost contact with ages ago.. lol.. Its like they all planned it.. To jus cme tok to me again..haha.. Shit ive gt so much to do nwadays.. I goota start stdyin 4 my tests.. I noe Shit abt most of my modules..haiz..Gotta practice my miridangam.. the shows cmin up n im really vry rusty..haha..Hmm.I have bhajans tmr.. Im pretty psyched up 4 it actually..Its soo fun bhajans..My group especially..I love those guys.. Nice pple to be with..haha.. I watched pirates of the carribean the other day..Nice movie... Kinda gets u psyched up 4 the 3rd movie.. Shit man.. Too much of anticipaiton.. Its gonna take ages 4 the nxt movie to be released..haha.Nice twist anyway...I like Jack Sparrow's goatee..lol

2006-07-16T05:25:00.000-07:00

Fark!!! i jus posted a blog bt it nvr appeared!!Wtf!! took me so long to write it...Haizzzz... hahaha..Okok.. i'll write it again...Well, its been 4 days since i last blogged..Hmmm.. Nthn much has happened actually..i met up with sarath,dinesh and roshan on friday..we went to the temple.. Been quite sme time since we met..Being every1's so busy with their own lives..

Anyway, yesterday i and dinesh went with roshan to his mum's offices family day at Escape theme park! haha.. I have nvr been there before.. today was my 1st time... i had so much fun.. we went on this Viking ship thingy.. the one tht swings u back n forth...we took it 3 times.. Then there was this ride thingy... it carries u to abt 3 stories high then spins u.. i kinda freaked at tht 1 though.. Gt reminded of final destination3 ..Lol..Then we went on this water ride thingy... i gt soaked.. hit..haha..

Bt the best was the Go-Cart racing!! haha.. aww it was so cool..haha.. Roshan , Dinesh and i were racing each other... haha... dinesh was leading actually.. then he crashed at a bend..sme old dude sabotaged him..haha..i finished 2nd..haha.. tht was the 1st time.. The 2nd time was even better! it was already dark.. I cant explain hw it felt..shld be experienced to noe it.. Bt i could get used to it=) Haizzz.. Its makin me want my licence even more!!..hahaha

2006-07-13T03:53:00.000-07:00

Haha im back... Shit im too damn bored.. so lets write another 1...haha.. anyway..When i tol my frens abt it, they called me up.Roshan was the 1st, wait, i called him..haha...he's the closest bro ive gt..he helps me out in so many things..gives me advice on wad to..Well, Thnx to my bro pravin im feelin much better now.. he called me up to tok to me as soon as i msged him.. said shes nt worth it...He's a great brother.. nice guy... Sme1 i look up to...haha..Then came pavitra!!! haha..such a good gal..she tried to make me smile.. haha.. vry nice gal.. sweet..haha.. Nt like sum clown who put me in this situation in the 1st place..Okok, the pavitra thing i added to give her credit, coz she help me set up this blog account... haha..

2006-07-13T03:08:00.000-07:00

Every1's bloggin nowadays!!So... i shall have 1 too!haha.. lets see...
Today started as normal as every single day... woke up in the morning, gt ready 4 sch...blah blah blah... everything was as per normal.. u noe, classes,,fidel n the others makin fun of the "indian" (thts me..)haha..bt everythn was all good.I scored a 47/50 for my math test!!Score!! take tht racist lecturer!!haha.. kinda weird though..ive hardly passed any math test.. hehe...My frens were all like "walao!! u sure u nvr copy anot!!"haha... especially lennon!!!haha.. says im too happy go lucky to get these kinda marks.. hahaha..oh well... so... the guys were then chillin at w14 sprayin their A.g.V.. we made a stencil of snoop dogg! aww it was sooo cool! we were spraypaintin it on sme metal peice.. was soo damn cool.. bt the paint gt F*cked wen we took off the stencil..guess we shld haf waitd 4 the paint to dry... haha..It was then tht i gt a msg frm a certain sme1! Sme shit abt givin me explanations 4 humiliating me n cheatin me...Bt the way she said it F*ckin ticked me off man!She made it seem it was not a big deal!F*ck!!!not a big deal her ass la!! Isnt cheatin sme1 n humiliatin them behind their backs a big deal?!!I dunno la.. bt to me it is a F*ckin big deal lor!! Then can shw temper at me smmore...hahaha.. F*ckin grow up will u ? So damn childish!hahaha.. Y are pple like tht?? i have no idea... Bt it was damn hurtful...disappointng...Smething i nvr expected frm her...I trusted her too much i guess..